New Year's Eve

New Year's Eve. I suppose a lot of you will be celebrating tonight... I have actually never been to a New Year's party. To me, the end of the old year and the beginning of the new year is not the time for crowds, and noise.. It is a time for reflection... Of plans... Not necessarily resolutions, I tend to think that making a hard and fast resolution dooms one to failure. I try to think about things done right in the old year, things to keep, things done wrong that I can let go to the wind to feel guilty over no more...
The beginning of a new year is not a time to correct the old, but to start fresh...A new year of opportunities to make good choices...

I personally will be working at midnight... I am working from 4 to midnight tonight... So it is hard telling with whom I will find myself... Jeff will be here late tomorrow morning, I haven't seen him in a week so I will be glad to see him, even if it is only for an hour or two...
This New Year seems to be more full of promise that any other in my life in recent memory... Who knows what could happen... I seem to be walking a tight rope lately... My fate does not rest in my own hands, and that is a bit unsettling...
I'm off now, to start that pot of black eyed peas....